One Two, One Two
Relationships can only be truly explained via metaphysical reality. The endless flow of the one becoming two in order to get back into oneness. As you find your center, this becomes a clear understanding. The need for the oscillating dance between togetherness and being utterly alone. The deep calling for connection and the cry for freedom. The mind is seeking solutions; the heart knows only mystery. The mind wants to know; the heart is unknowable. You have never been looking for 'the one'; you have always been seeking after the - two.
In your depth, that journey, that search, is aimed at nothing more than coming back home to oneness. Holding someone so close, so near, that any limitation fades away. Any separation dissolves between you. You seek oneness within this two-gether. You will never figure out the "two." It is an illusion. It was never meant to be understood. The pangs of separation, the depths of care and love, aren't a chemical response nor a psychological phenomenon. Even if you find all the words and explanations, your heart will always remain a mystery.
The universe relates to those who love. Ultimately, it was all created for that purpose and that purpose alone. The infinite dance of one becoming two, two uniting back into one. The one forgetting, to two coming back into oneness - remembrance.
You are surrounded by mystery and the infinite unknown; all that is holding you back is your own fear of forgetting how to remember. Of hurting so deeply, of being thrown back into oneness without choice. Without consent. Without a "two" to breathe that experience with you.
However, the door to this dance lies in Gratitude. Of being so profoundly moved by each and every second, you get to explore the sweet forgetfulness of the one. The intoxicating experience of fading your edges when embracing the "two." Drinking the nectar of life and the mystery of separation. Love happens to those who marvel at their mysterious sense of being. Those who are willing to seek to forget in full awareness, out of infinite choice.